Lord Raab dealing with Jens's death/Jens Raab funeral

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OOC: Although these pieces I've done here are apart of character development I done in another fed with Lord Raab, it goes into more details of a family death he went through, explaining more about the CD piece I done here. Hope you guys enjoy.





The news about a family death (Lord Raab's father). Las Vegas, Nevada. Sunday 9th October.

Ever since Lord Raab and Samuel McPherson failed to win the tag team titles, Raab has been in such a fit, more to do with him saying this.

Lord Raab: “My career is over. I will never become a tag champ with you.”

Of course, it was anger talking, although he didn't shout because he had to keep his heart in check and you can see Lord Raab punching the bag so hard to let the anger come out that way with Samuel wrestling against other people in the ring by himself as a way of him feeling more comfortable with being in more singles matches. Nothing could go wrong, or could it?

Everything was going all plain sailing, until suddenly, Henry came down to the gym, looking upset about something and he sees Lord Raab punching the bags and Samuel immediately saw Henry and he stops wrestling to go and attend to him and Henry speaks.

Henry Losak: “It's not you I want Sam.”

Samuel goes back into the ring to wrestle as Henry waits for a bit, but because he is on the phone, he couldn't wait any longer, but Raab turned around to look at Henry, but before Raab could respond, Henry passes the phone to Raab.

Lord Raab: “What do I need this for?”

Henry Losak: “It's your mother, she has something to talk to you about. I suggest you take this to your apartment.”

Lord Raab: “Nice try, but my mother doesn't give a shit about me.”

Henry Losak: “For gods sake, just speak to her. She's got news about your dad and you better learn from what she's about to say too.”

Raab sighed, not really wanting to speak to his mother, but the look on Henry's face says it all to the point he was going to cry and of course, Raab hadn't really seen Henry cry, but it didn't sound good as he walks out of the gym and goes into his apartment. He did wonder why his mother called, but it was something serious for her to call Markus as he speaks.

Lord Raab: “Since when you started to give a fuck about me?”

Ingrid Raab (Markus Lord Raab’s mum): “What the hell? I need to talk to you about something serious and you start this.”

Lord Raab: “Well things aren't perfect for me either. Now fuck off.”

Ingrid Raab: “Jesus Markus, I phoned you as I told Henry that your father is dead and you tell me to fuck myself?”

Ingrid knew it was going to take a lot for Markus to care, mainly because he walked away from his family when he was a kid after being raped by a woman where he got no love or affection and it hit him pretty hard, he still didn't know how to speak to women properly, even at his mum. Of course Markus didn't say anything because he didn't know how to react to death situations as she speaks.

Ingrid Raab: “Look, I know about your heart disease, Henry told me, but I wanted to tell you that before Jens passed away, he wanted to see you and involve you in his life.”

Again, Markus stayed silent, knowing he could be in the same situation and Ingrid speaks again.

Ingrid Raab: “I know we've neglected you, but Jens wanted to make things right with you and besides, I didn't want you not knowing your father passed away with lung cancer. I'm so sorry for that and even your father wanted to apologise to you too. I love you with all of my heart.”

There's still no comments as right now, Markus just doesn't know how to speak to his mother, especially when she told Markus her love for him as a son and speaks.

Ingrid Raab: “I want to change that to involving you more. I don't want to lose another family member because I didn't do enough as a mother. Henry told me about your suicidal attempts cos of nobody loving and caring for you, but I do and it scared me when he told me. Please don't.”

Markus Lord Raab: “He's right, apart from Samuel, nobody loves me in life. I got to tell you, that's one of the reasons why I married Samuel because I felt like he's the only one who cared about me. It hurts me to know that apart from Samuel nobody loved or cared about me.”

Markus felt so hurt in him that he starts to burst into tears with them splashing on the carpet and the fact he knew he had to change because now he's just discovered his family did love him all of this time without him realising it. His mother had to be very hard on Markus and even if she felt bad about yelling at him, it was the only way to get through to him.

Ingrid Raab: “Oh, I had no idea you was married, but it was mine and Jens's fault for not keeping in contact with you which is why you are angry and lonely all the time. I want you to come over to Germany so we can fix this, but I also need for you and Konrad to get along.”

Markus Lord Raab: “We will fix our situations we have against each other, just for the sake of our family. I will come over to Cologne tomorrow. I just need to get my things together, but I need to bring Samuel as well cos I just lose control with my anger without him.”

Ingrid Raab: “Of course you can and you can bring Henry too. Maybe the funeral will help you realise that you could be next. Anyway, I got to go and phone Konrad now. I will see you tomorrow. I love you so much Markus.”

There's that, the phone call was dropped and it left Markus shook up, but he went upstairs to get his things together as Samuel enters in the apartment, wondering what was going on, until Henry wrote down on a piece of paper what's going on and Samuel places his hand over his mouth like he made a mistake with something and it didn't look like Markus was coming out of his room. Henry could understand that of his real emotions in his head and he speaks.

Henry Losak: “You need to spend time with Raab tonight.”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Samuel does as he's asked as he knocks on the door before he lets himself in to see Markus covering his face and Samuel takes his shoes off and gets into bed with Markus and Samuel decides to give Markus a cuddle to help him be a little happier and he speaks.

Lord Raab: “My mother loves me? I don't know how I feel. It's different with us because I know you do, but she kept telling me her and my father were sorry they didn't care or love me enough and it hurt me.”

Samuel knows Raab's lost with choice of words as he was there, listening to his husband as he now knows he not only lost a dad, but a dad who loved him which was worse that Raab never knew about that and he holds his chest, but he knew Samuel will jump to conclusions.

Lord Raab: “No, it's not heart pain, just feeling pain mentally in my heart. What does this mean? I don't know, I just need to go home tomorrow and be there for my mum, my sister and my brother. I want you to come because you calm me down. Will you come with me and Henry to my home?”

Samuel McPherson: “Yaarrp.”

Lord Raab: “Thank you.”

Samuel and Raab hugged each other for comfort and for love he needed in his life which Samuel of course knows and they peaked on each other's cheek as Samuel wraps his arms and legs around Raab and both he and Samuel fell asleep together as Henry quietly goes to their bedroom to pack things for Samuel before he quickly left the room and went to his room in his apartment to gather his things, including getting Samuel's and Raab's passports he keeps since Raab can't be trusted with the passport.

Henry got his, Raab's and Samuel's debit cards to get their money out to transfer into euros which he left on the bedside table. He then went off to sleep, feeling sorry for Raab and they all wake up the next morning to leave Las Vegas to fly straight to Cologne, Germany.

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Jens Raab funeral. Cologne, Germany. Monday 24th October.

This was a day where Konrad's, Markus Lord Raab's and Renate's dad was having his body buried deep in the grave. There's loads of graves around in the graveyard and it's not just their mum that was at the funeral. There was Fizz who was Konrad's wife, Henry and Samuel as well as they all stood together outside of the funeral part where the priest is talking about the great life he had and the amount of friends Jens had before lung cancer got to him.

All three kids received letters from their dad while he was in hospital before he sadly passed away of them what they had to improve or do more of, along with the amount of love Jens had for each of his children. While they stood around, the priest speaks to everyone.

Priest: “We are here today to remember a great man who was married to Ingrid Raab and how he had three children he brought into this world, Markus, Konrad and Renate Raab. Their father loved each one of his children and he was proud to be apart of the family and loved Ingrid so much. They have had their arguments like any couple, but he always looked out for his family and helping them out. Please, take your time to place flowers on the grave.”

As everyone was planting their flowers onto the grave, everyone in the Raab family cried, more Konrad, Renate and Ingrid, but Markus isn't good at showing emotions that's not anger, but Henry spoke to Markus.

Henry Losak: “See, you could be next if yo.........”

Markus Lord Raab: “I know. I need to change big time, more as a person outside of the ring cos I don't want to die. I wan.........”

It was very hard for Markus to cry at anything, but when he thought about his family loving him, it made Markus go on one knee as he even removed his mask which was highly unusual, but it lets his real emotions out to let tears drop to the floor as he sees the positives of taking medication and people like Ben Jordan wanting to help Markus as Samuel gave Markus a hug as Henry speaks again.

Henry Losak: “So now you know your family love you, do you think you will be mor......”

Markus Lord Raab: “Yes I will and allow the wrestlers in my life. I just don't know who will allow me to open up to them after what I've done. Nobody likes or cares about me.”

Konrad came around to look at Markus who he never really seen with the mask off before and he walks to him and speaks.

Konrad Raab: “I talked to Markus about being friends with Ben Jordan on Saturday because he wanted to help Markus, but Markus told me why he didn't. Markus struggled to see the benefits of being friends with a champion.”

Henry Losak: “I agree. He just doesn't like being friends with his opponents. He didn't mean to, it's because he's afraid of being stabbed in the back.”

Konrad Raab: “He's not a bad guy. He's been helping me on not hiding my anger any more because he feels it's affecting me mentally. Jens wrote in the letter to him he needs to help his family more. If he went by with what was said in that letter, he will listen to you and everyone else."

Konrad paused to see his family crying out and Markus still crying for his dad as he hugged him a bit before speak to Henry again.

Konrad Raab: “He's angry everyday cos he's hurt. My parents neglected him by accident and Ingrid is going to change that because she doesn't want to lose another member of the family. Markus obviously still be angry, but only when he wrestles and blasts his opponents down which I don't necessary agree with, but everyone is different.”

Henry for the first time was silent as he had no idea what was written to him, nor Samuel either as Henry has started to see a huge change in Markus already as he almost tried to run away from the guilt he put on his family. After the funeral people placed the grave where Jens's name is, Markus was on his knees crying as he receives a hug from his mum, his sister and Konrad sees the love Markus had for his father.

Konrad Raab: “Everything is going to be OK. We are going to stick by as a family now because we need to be strong for Jens. He wanted us to have a family gathering and spend Christmas together.”

Markus Lord Raab: “I don't wanna die because I want to become a tag team and Internet champion for SCW before I leave the company, I want to see Samuel and you succeed in your wrestling careers and most of all, I want to have kids with Samuel because I want to feel what being a dad is like. I really want to change for the sake of our dad and my heart as well.”

Samuel wrote something down to add into the conversation as it was about how Markus wanted friends and have people loving him to not go through bad stages in his life and of course, the death of Jens affected Samuel too. He knew he had been in the wrong at times as well, mainly cos he did allow Markus to be on his own without helping him as much.

Konrad nodded as it was the only thing he could do because he didn't know how to speak to Samuel due to his autism and Henry along with Samuel and Fizz allowed them to be on their own with Fizz reluctantly shaking hands with Samuel and Henry as they left and go to the local pub together to celebrate the life of Jens Raab.

While they went, Markus was still on his knees in tears and spoke to his father's grave.

Markus Lord Raab: "I will do everything you wrote and said to me father. I want to be a better person and help my family when they need me. I'm sorry for the trouble I caused. I wish I could've know you and spent time with you. I love you so much father that it breaks my heart I couldn't do anything about not being with you. May you rest in peace because Markus is going to change to be a better wrestler as well to not hurt other people's feelings so much."

Markus kisses his father's grave as he got up and stood with his sister, his mother and his twin brother before he puts the mask back on his face before they send their last prayers to their father. Ingrid hugs Markus for a bit before they go to the local pub to celebrate Jens's life along with the rest of closest family, friends and loved ones who knew Jens as they chatted until eight at night where everyone went home for the day to head themselves to sleep.