Post by Deleted on Oct 20, 2014 20:36:53 GMT -5
((I was bored today and since I didnt have a match figured this was the next best thing))
The sound of crying startles me awake. I look over at the alarm clock. 2:24 in the morning. You've got to be kidding me. I close my eyes, and pretend I don't hear anything, however, after several minutes, and realizing that she wont give up, I get up. Beside me, Adam stirs. He slowly sits up, and turns in my direction. We just stare at each other for a few minutes.
Adam DePaolo: Is it my turn?
I smile sweetly up at him, and shake my head no.
Maddie Murdock: Adam, with everything you went though the other night, you need rest. I'll get her. Don't worry.
I place my feet into a pair of soft slippers, and stand up. Making my way out of our bedroom and down the hall, the crying gets louder. I open her door, and there she is, a small bundle of tears. I walk over to her crib, and peer down into it. Her watery eyes find me, and her cries become soft wimpers.
Maddie Murdock: You are so like your father.
I smile down at my little bundle, and scoop her up into my arms. Soon, her cries stop, and she looks up at me with a trusting gaze. I rock her back and forth as I make my way over to a rocking chair. I start to hum, and soon, her eyes close. Snuggled against me, I don't have the heart to put her down. So much of her reminds me of him.... But, she also has qualities that remind her of the other. She was so confused. Who was her father...?
Unable to sleep, I keep the baby against me, as standing, I make my way downstairs. There, I head to the living room and turns on the television. The only thing interesting on television is the news. Soon, I zone out, watching a male reporter talking about a tragic accident that happened. And then I see his picture, followed by a video taken from a camera phone of him walking away.
Maddie Murdock: David?
David kicks Erin in the head, and he looks down at her. He then, with no emotion, walks away, as sirens are heard in the back ground. They play the photoage a few more times, and each time, I watch it in horror. Suddenly, I hear something upstairs, and quickly shuts the television off. A few seconds later, Adam emerges on crutches.
Adam DePaolo: What's going on here?
Maddie Murdock: Sorry, I couldn't sleep.
Adam DePaolo: So come cuddle with me then
.............................
It's the next afternoon, and I've just arrived at the Wells Fargo Arena in Philadelphia, PA. After a restless sleep, and many hours traveling from Boston to Philly I step out of the car and make my way toward the arenas backstage entrance. I was there on a mission. I needed to talk to Michael about the wedding arrangements to take place at revenge. After a long discussion, Adam and I decided that we didn't want to wait. We started dating in October, and Revenge was the biggest night in that month. So, I made my way toward the offices, hoping to catch sight of Rissi before it was too late in the week. As I walk down the corridor, televisions are set up along the walls playing highlights of last weeks mayhem, when suddenly, the screen changes to a man, scared out of his mind, and soon it pans out to David Arnold. I watch this segment go on for a few minutes, and the more I listen, the more I wants to puke. When it ends, I stand looking at the blank screen, as it changes to other highlights. Then switching directins, I turn around, and walk in the opposite direction. I see Lisa Calliber talking to a camera man. I make my way over to the back stage interviewer, then grabs a microphone, shove Lisa aside, and stand in front of the camera.
Maddie Murdock: Is this crap rolling? Good. Ok, first of all, I want to publicly apologize for this intrusion. It was unplanned, and now unscripted. But its something I feel that must be said. Earlier this week, we all witnessed the return of the nightmare in David Arnold. He publicly destroyed his red headed slut of a girlfriend Erin, which I found hilarious, because after all, the two were so madly in love with each other right? Now, David, I just heard your little rant a few seconds ago, and I have a few things to say to you as well....
I pause for a second.
Maddie Murdock: We haven't addressed or talked to each other in about a year. There has been no need of it. But lately, it seems our paths have been intertwining with each other, borderline getting involved in each others personal affairs. We both left, we both returned, we've both managed to avoid each other. I didn't want any shit to start when I found you were returning around the same time that I was scheduled to reappear. And it's worked... until last week. When you called out the man, that had nothing to do with you, what so ever, my fiance, Adam DePaolo!
I look into the camera, my blue eyes piercing.
Maddie Murdock: Or did you forget? That it wasn't Adam who turned on you, it was me! And it was the best decision I've made in my entire life! I say this with glee, because after watching that dreadful segment, you are exactly the same David Arnold that I left a year ago! Still whining. Still bitching. Still giving up. Instead of taking something handed to you, you forfeit yourself. You prepare to lose the battle.
I start to laugh.
Maddie Murdock: Let me start off by saying that you, David Arnold, are one of the biggest hypocrites alive today. You call me out for being a coward because I didn't step up to take black mans place? Let me rewind two years ago, when you were to face me, and instead of being man enough to try and defeat me, you were going to "let me win". Then after realizing what a mistake you made, you tried to back track, and have a second go at it, but by then, I was already insulted, and said 'fuck you'. Why should you have gotten a second chance? And then you go about saying that I was staying hidden, when it was you who could have called me out? Why is it then, Davie, that you called out Black Man instead of me? There is only one true conclusion that I can come up with, and that isn't that I was afraid to take black mans place, it was that you were too big of a pussy to call me out to fight you at revenge! You had the perfect opportunity! You had the perfect motive! You had the cards in your hand, and you played them wrong. You wanted Black Man, and when you didn't get your way, you vented. Like a spoiled fucking brat. And so you probably expected to get your second pick, me, if Adam was unable to preform? I don't fucking think so. You had your chance, and you blew it. So now, you are stuck facing someone you weren't planning. You are stuck facing someone that you know will destroy you.
I laugh more.
Maddie Murdock: And you reacted exactly how I knew you would as soon as I saw DGS hit the stage. Unfortunately for him, he put his hands on my future husband, and he, sooner or later, will have to pay for that. Whether its by Black Man himself, or his new wife! DGS just put another target on his back. But this isn't about him. This is about you.
I lower the mic, and look up at the ceiling for a moment to recollect my thoughts.
Maddie Murdock: But you wanna know the true reason why I didn't pick up Black Mans place?
I then look up into the camera, and tears sparkle in my eyes.
Maddie Murdock: I have all the reason to want to face you. You've crushed me in the past. You've sexually abused me. You've abused me. You've neglected me. You've left me.
I start to laugh a mad womans cackle....
Maddie Murdock: And after all that, I was always there for you! I loved you! And in the end, I knew that would never be enough. So I did to you exactly what you did to me. I left you before you could hurt me.... Again. Only this time, actions may have been taken to early.....
I sober up a bit.
Maddie Murdock: But maybe, just maybe, there was a chance, that I wouldn't want my daughter, possibly our daughter.... to see her two parents fighting....
I then reach into my duffle bag and pull out a pink baby booty, and hold it up to the camera for a second before putting it away.
Maddie Murdock: Oh, but there is one thing that you've done right. A few weeks ago, I privately approached you and told you that I hated the "real David Arnold". That you had gone to soft. And what was it you replied back to me? "This is me, this is who I am, and I like it!" Well, Davie, I have to say one thing..... You certainly changed since we've last spoke, and well, as much as I hate to break it.... I was right. You are better as an asshole.
She then smirks at the camera, and walks away to find Michael and make her wedding plans.
The sound of crying startles me awake. I look over at the alarm clock. 2:24 in the morning. You've got to be kidding me. I close my eyes, and pretend I don't hear anything, however, after several minutes, and realizing that she wont give up, I get up. Beside me, Adam stirs. He slowly sits up, and turns in my direction. We just stare at each other for a few minutes.
Adam DePaolo: Is it my turn?
I smile sweetly up at him, and shake my head no.
Maddie Murdock: Adam, with everything you went though the other night, you need rest. I'll get her. Don't worry.
I place my feet into a pair of soft slippers, and stand up. Making my way out of our bedroom and down the hall, the crying gets louder. I open her door, and there she is, a small bundle of tears. I walk over to her crib, and peer down into it. Her watery eyes find me, and her cries become soft wimpers.
Maddie Murdock: You are so like your father.
I smile down at my little bundle, and scoop her up into my arms. Soon, her cries stop, and she looks up at me with a trusting gaze. I rock her back and forth as I make my way over to a rocking chair. I start to hum, and soon, her eyes close. Snuggled against me, I don't have the heart to put her down. So much of her reminds me of him.... But, she also has qualities that remind her of the other. She was so confused. Who was her father...?
Unable to sleep, I keep the baby against me, as standing, I make my way downstairs. There, I head to the living room and turns on the television. The only thing interesting on television is the news. Soon, I zone out, watching a male reporter talking about a tragic accident that happened. And then I see his picture, followed by a video taken from a camera phone of him walking away.
Maddie Murdock: David?
David kicks Erin in the head, and he looks down at her. He then, with no emotion, walks away, as sirens are heard in the back ground. They play the photoage a few more times, and each time, I watch it in horror. Suddenly, I hear something upstairs, and quickly shuts the television off. A few seconds later, Adam emerges on crutches.
Adam DePaolo: What's going on here?
Maddie Murdock: Sorry, I couldn't sleep.
Adam DePaolo: So come cuddle with me then
.............................
It's the next afternoon, and I've just arrived at the Wells Fargo Arena in Philadelphia, PA. After a restless sleep, and many hours traveling from Boston to Philly I step out of the car and make my way toward the arenas backstage entrance. I was there on a mission. I needed to talk to Michael about the wedding arrangements to take place at revenge. After a long discussion, Adam and I decided that we didn't want to wait. We started dating in October, and Revenge was the biggest night in that month. So, I made my way toward the offices, hoping to catch sight of Rissi before it was too late in the week. As I walk down the corridor, televisions are set up along the walls playing highlights of last weeks mayhem, when suddenly, the screen changes to a man, scared out of his mind, and soon it pans out to David Arnold. I watch this segment go on for a few minutes, and the more I listen, the more I wants to puke. When it ends, I stand looking at the blank screen, as it changes to other highlights. Then switching directins, I turn around, and walk in the opposite direction. I see Lisa Calliber talking to a camera man. I make my way over to the back stage interviewer, then grabs a microphone, shove Lisa aside, and stand in front of the camera.
Maddie Murdock: Is this crap rolling? Good. Ok, first of all, I want to publicly apologize for this intrusion. It was unplanned, and now unscripted. But its something I feel that must be said. Earlier this week, we all witnessed the return of the nightmare in David Arnold. He publicly destroyed his red headed slut of a girlfriend Erin, which I found hilarious, because after all, the two were so madly in love with each other right? Now, David, I just heard your little rant a few seconds ago, and I have a few things to say to you as well....
I pause for a second.
Maddie Murdock: We haven't addressed or talked to each other in about a year. There has been no need of it. But lately, it seems our paths have been intertwining with each other, borderline getting involved in each others personal affairs. We both left, we both returned, we've both managed to avoid each other. I didn't want any shit to start when I found you were returning around the same time that I was scheduled to reappear. And it's worked... until last week. When you called out the man, that had nothing to do with you, what so ever, my fiance, Adam DePaolo!
I look into the camera, my blue eyes piercing.
Maddie Murdock: Or did you forget? That it wasn't Adam who turned on you, it was me! And it was the best decision I've made in my entire life! I say this with glee, because after watching that dreadful segment, you are exactly the same David Arnold that I left a year ago! Still whining. Still bitching. Still giving up. Instead of taking something handed to you, you forfeit yourself. You prepare to lose the battle.
I start to laugh.
Maddie Murdock: Let me start off by saying that you, David Arnold, are one of the biggest hypocrites alive today. You call me out for being a coward because I didn't step up to take black mans place? Let me rewind two years ago, when you were to face me, and instead of being man enough to try and defeat me, you were going to "let me win". Then after realizing what a mistake you made, you tried to back track, and have a second go at it, but by then, I was already insulted, and said 'fuck you'. Why should you have gotten a second chance? And then you go about saying that I was staying hidden, when it was you who could have called me out? Why is it then, Davie, that you called out Black Man instead of me? There is only one true conclusion that I can come up with, and that isn't that I was afraid to take black mans place, it was that you were too big of a pussy to call me out to fight you at revenge! You had the perfect opportunity! You had the perfect motive! You had the cards in your hand, and you played them wrong. You wanted Black Man, and when you didn't get your way, you vented. Like a spoiled fucking brat. And so you probably expected to get your second pick, me, if Adam was unable to preform? I don't fucking think so. You had your chance, and you blew it. So now, you are stuck facing someone you weren't planning. You are stuck facing someone that you know will destroy you.
I laugh more.
Maddie Murdock: And you reacted exactly how I knew you would as soon as I saw DGS hit the stage. Unfortunately for him, he put his hands on my future husband, and he, sooner or later, will have to pay for that. Whether its by Black Man himself, or his new wife! DGS just put another target on his back. But this isn't about him. This is about you.
I lower the mic, and look up at the ceiling for a moment to recollect my thoughts.
Maddie Murdock: But you wanna know the true reason why I didn't pick up Black Mans place?
I then look up into the camera, and tears sparkle in my eyes.
Maddie Murdock: I have all the reason to want to face you. You've crushed me in the past. You've sexually abused me. You've abused me. You've neglected me. You've left me.
I start to laugh a mad womans cackle....
Maddie Murdock: And after all that, I was always there for you! I loved you! And in the end, I knew that would never be enough. So I did to you exactly what you did to me. I left you before you could hurt me.... Again. Only this time, actions may have been taken to early.....
I sober up a bit.
Maddie Murdock: But maybe, just maybe, there was a chance, that I wouldn't want my daughter, possibly our daughter.... to see her two parents fighting....
I then reach into my duffle bag and pull out a pink baby booty, and hold it up to the camera for a second before putting it away.
Maddie Murdock: Oh, but there is one thing that you've done right. A few weeks ago, I privately approached you and told you that I hated the "real David Arnold". That you had gone to soft. And what was it you replied back to me? "This is me, this is who I am, and I like it!" Well, Davie, I have to say one thing..... You certainly changed since we've last spoke, and well, as much as I hate to break it.... I was right. You are better as an asshole.
She then smirks at the camera, and walks away to find Michael and make her wedding plans.