Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2015 15:57:31 GMT -5
I am standing there, alone. As I look, as I ask for help, everybody turns away. They laugh, it hurts. My head, it...
It...
It is all an illusion but the pain is real.
I laugh because I want to cry. Deep inside I am bleeding, my veins are carrying deadly poison throughout my body. I feel the end but I don't accept it.
I smile, teary eyed. I clench my fist, I squash the pain.
Pushing you away is easy... it is the justification of my sadness.
The anger builds, the nerves subside.
I am not happy, yet you are smiling. Why, why are you smiling?
Why is everything so perfect for you?
Your pain will become my pleasure, for without your smile, you are as worthless as the hands that scar you.
Embrace it.
Feel the pain of the undying flame.