Post by Deleted on Mar 12, 2016 13:30:07 GMT -5
OOC: I've started this story in Inferno Wrestling recently that's shortly closing down after the PPV and so far I've only done two parts and when I get a match going here, I'm gonna continue this story so here is part one of it. Will do part two in the next post.
Story of Markus Raab's weapon addiction. Cologne, Germany. September 13th 2006.
A few days ago, I've had the worst day of my life where a woman beat me and my twin brother Konrad Raab to the sickening soul of my gut of us being drugged up and the woman completely lost control of spitting, boxing and using a knife to cut our ribs apart and beating us with a hammer and even having our mouths taped up. I knew I could never like Konrad ever again. Now today, I'm in the streets, wondering around for a way of committing suicide because of the hell of me being pushed around by some fucking woman. I say this while I place my back against the wall, having my head down on the ground.
“I will never be the fucking same ever again. I can never ever like any type of horrible human being of that slut again. I wanna fucking die.” I said with an anger tone of my voice as I tried everything I could to get over that part, but I couldn't as I found a rope on the ground and some black circles as I placed the rope on the black circle pole and I jump up to place my head on it and tighten the rope across my neck to try and die.
Only when I did, some person came along and rushes over to untangle me from the bar, a guy who looks like he's in his 20's saying this to me. “What are you doing? Are you a coward?” At that point I couldn't reply because I fucking hate people, most of all strangers more than before and I got myself down, wondering what an earth I can do when the person walked away when I got down, leaving a rope mark on my neck. I then found a knife on the floor and I attempt to cut my busted rib that I suffered, but suddenly, I heard some cheers while I was trying to kill myself so I dropped the knife to the floor and walk over to the Kölnarena to check the place out.
I couldn't get in from the front so I had to go around the back as I climbed over the large fence and walked in the arena and went to go up the stairs and I quickly took a seat to see some sort of wrestling match taking place full of hardcore weapons layered all over the ring. Two guys with one of them wearing a mask bashing each other with a steel chair. At first, I wondered why people got excited over seeing something like that, but when I think about the damage the woman done to me and Konrad, I started craving for barbaric matches like that and wanted to see more of it when I saw the guy who was being cheered, being busted wide open with blood spilling in the ring.
I had no idea what's going on and I think a lot to myself with the action going on as I speak. “This is awesome. I want to give people pain and using weapons to heal the hurt I feel mentally.” The match was over when the masked guy who's wearing red and black strips knocked him out for the count, leaving him the winner, being booed throughout the whole arena.
I watched a few matches, but they quickly got me bored as I was there for an hour until the show finished and I went to ringside and climbed over the barricade, wondering how I could come into the business. I wanted to hit a wrestler with a weapon, but knew at the same time I had to ask, but the wrestler could tell I wanted to fight so he gave me a steel chair and when I hit him very hard with a weapon, I felt so much happier, smiling my head off as it made me forget about the whole rape situation and committing suicide and kept striking him non stop. I saw a lot of blood from the guy as I loved it.
I couldn't stop using weapons at all because I enjoyed it so much, only I found out that the guy was lifting me up in some sort of move used in wrestling and it got me very confused as to why that happened, but I realised it's wrestling and knowing the only sport in the world that I could use weapons, wanting to taste the blood of the fallen victims. I didn't want to say anything like all other people who wanted to wrestle because I just wanted to let my anger out that I was building inside of my body.
I fucking loved it, spending time with a wrestler in the ring, using a steel chair as I saw him go under the ring, searching for something until he brought out some sort of wire that's on a wooden plank as he said this to me. “That's called barbed wire to inflict mo............” Boom, I hit him across his head with it before he could finish the sentence because I just wanted to shut up and fight, not caring how to wrestle. I didn't know how to wrestle, but this experience with some guy who for some reason saw in my burning eyes that I just wanted to hit someone without being arrested for it. It felt so good to become someone who uses weapons because of the hell I've been through with me being hit with a weapon and being able to hit back.
He got up to look at me, seeing how aggressive I was with weapons and he and I didn't know each other's names or anything so he places my hands down with the barbed wire in my hands as he spoke to me. “I see that you really want to fight, don't you?” I didn't know what to say because I was still scared to speak to people, even hating the world at this point because I just wanted to beat people down so instead, I nodded at him and he gets something out of his pocket to give me some sort of card to say this. “Call me if you want to do more hardcore wrestling with me in my backyard in Cologne.” It occurred to me that this wrestler is German which in fact, I just watched a German wrestling company. I nodded as I place the number in my pocket and he looked at me like I was weird.
He really seemed to want to help me and he spoke. “You aren't much of a talker, are you?” I shake my head no as the rape incident has affected me way too much for me to even consider to trust the man at this point, especially it happened a few days ago and he looked closely at my neck, seeing I had done something to it and he spoke. “Dude, I've seen the evidence that you were attempting something, right? I don't know who you are, but you look really angry and out of your mind with something that might've happened. I want you to call me first thing tomorrow morning and get you to wrestle, OK?” I nodded, but I couldn't speak so instead, I found some paper in my pocket and a pen as I wrote my name down in large letters and showed it to the man.
“Nice to meet you Markus, I'm Audric Hasenkamp. I got to go to the back as I got to get changed and I hope I'll see you tomorrow and please, don't try to kill yourself again as I want to help you unleash this anger you got to let out.” He left me in the ring as I walked up to the steel chair and felt the power in my hands as I hit my hand with the chair like I bashed Audric over his head to make a dent in the chair. From that day on wards, I could become a wrestler as I dropped the steel chair to the mat as I slowly get out of the ring and climbed the barricade again as I walked up the stairs to leave the arena with a much better feeling of being known than before.
I couldn't believe I was offered a chance to work with Audric, one of the top wrestlers in the German promotion and I had a smile on my face, knowing someone out there really wanted to help me with wrestling, more so my craving addiction with weapons that I really wanted to be a wrestler just from hearing the crowd cheer from two people bashing the fuck out of each other. I decided to not go back home because I don't want to be with my family any more, wasting my fucking time with them as I instead wanted to sleep in the streets as I found a blanket someone dropped on the floor as I picked it up and slept on the side of the streets next to the two bins aside me and closed my eyes to sleep, wondering what my adventure of this new path will lead me to.
Story of Markus Raab's weapon addiction. Cologne, Germany. September 13th 2006.
A few days ago, I've had the worst day of my life where a woman beat me and my twin brother Konrad Raab to the sickening soul of my gut of us being drugged up and the woman completely lost control of spitting, boxing and using a knife to cut our ribs apart and beating us with a hammer and even having our mouths taped up. I knew I could never like Konrad ever again. Now today, I'm in the streets, wondering around for a way of committing suicide because of the hell of me being pushed around by some fucking woman. I say this while I place my back against the wall, having my head down on the ground.
“I will never be the fucking same ever again. I can never ever like any type of horrible human being of that slut again. I wanna fucking die.” I said with an anger tone of my voice as I tried everything I could to get over that part, but I couldn't as I found a rope on the ground and some black circles as I placed the rope on the black circle pole and I jump up to place my head on it and tighten the rope across my neck to try and die.
Only when I did, some person came along and rushes over to untangle me from the bar, a guy who looks like he's in his 20's saying this to me. “What are you doing? Are you a coward?” At that point I couldn't reply because I fucking hate people, most of all strangers more than before and I got myself down, wondering what an earth I can do when the person walked away when I got down, leaving a rope mark on my neck. I then found a knife on the floor and I attempt to cut my busted rib that I suffered, but suddenly, I heard some cheers while I was trying to kill myself so I dropped the knife to the floor and walk over to the Kölnarena to check the place out.
I couldn't get in from the front so I had to go around the back as I climbed over the large fence and walked in the arena and went to go up the stairs and I quickly took a seat to see some sort of wrestling match taking place full of hardcore weapons layered all over the ring. Two guys with one of them wearing a mask bashing each other with a steel chair. At first, I wondered why people got excited over seeing something like that, but when I think about the damage the woman done to me and Konrad, I started craving for barbaric matches like that and wanted to see more of it when I saw the guy who was being cheered, being busted wide open with blood spilling in the ring.
I had no idea what's going on and I think a lot to myself with the action going on as I speak. “This is awesome. I want to give people pain and using weapons to heal the hurt I feel mentally.” The match was over when the masked guy who's wearing red and black strips knocked him out for the count, leaving him the winner, being booed throughout the whole arena.
I watched a few matches, but they quickly got me bored as I was there for an hour until the show finished and I went to ringside and climbed over the barricade, wondering how I could come into the business. I wanted to hit a wrestler with a weapon, but knew at the same time I had to ask, but the wrestler could tell I wanted to fight so he gave me a steel chair and when I hit him very hard with a weapon, I felt so much happier, smiling my head off as it made me forget about the whole rape situation and committing suicide and kept striking him non stop. I saw a lot of blood from the guy as I loved it.
I couldn't stop using weapons at all because I enjoyed it so much, only I found out that the guy was lifting me up in some sort of move used in wrestling and it got me very confused as to why that happened, but I realised it's wrestling and knowing the only sport in the world that I could use weapons, wanting to taste the blood of the fallen victims. I didn't want to say anything like all other people who wanted to wrestle because I just wanted to let my anger out that I was building inside of my body.
I fucking loved it, spending time with a wrestler in the ring, using a steel chair as I saw him go under the ring, searching for something until he brought out some sort of wire that's on a wooden plank as he said this to me. “That's called barbed wire to inflict mo............” Boom, I hit him across his head with it before he could finish the sentence because I just wanted to shut up and fight, not caring how to wrestle. I didn't know how to wrestle, but this experience with some guy who for some reason saw in my burning eyes that I just wanted to hit someone without being arrested for it. It felt so good to become someone who uses weapons because of the hell I've been through with me being hit with a weapon and being able to hit back.
He got up to look at me, seeing how aggressive I was with weapons and he and I didn't know each other's names or anything so he places my hands down with the barbed wire in my hands as he spoke to me. “I see that you really want to fight, don't you?” I didn't know what to say because I was still scared to speak to people, even hating the world at this point because I just wanted to beat people down so instead, I nodded at him and he gets something out of his pocket to give me some sort of card to say this. “Call me if you want to do more hardcore wrestling with me in my backyard in Cologne.” It occurred to me that this wrestler is German which in fact, I just watched a German wrestling company. I nodded as I place the number in my pocket and he looked at me like I was weird.
He really seemed to want to help me and he spoke. “You aren't much of a talker, are you?” I shake my head no as the rape incident has affected me way too much for me to even consider to trust the man at this point, especially it happened a few days ago and he looked closely at my neck, seeing I had done something to it and he spoke. “Dude, I've seen the evidence that you were attempting something, right? I don't know who you are, but you look really angry and out of your mind with something that might've happened. I want you to call me first thing tomorrow morning and get you to wrestle, OK?” I nodded, but I couldn't speak so instead, I found some paper in my pocket and a pen as I wrote my name down in large letters and showed it to the man.
“Nice to meet you Markus, I'm Audric Hasenkamp. I got to go to the back as I got to get changed and I hope I'll see you tomorrow and please, don't try to kill yourself again as I want to help you unleash this anger you got to let out.” He left me in the ring as I walked up to the steel chair and felt the power in my hands as I hit my hand with the chair like I bashed Audric over his head to make a dent in the chair. From that day on wards, I could become a wrestler as I dropped the steel chair to the mat as I slowly get out of the ring and climbed the barricade again as I walked up the stairs to leave the arena with a much better feeling of being known than before.
I couldn't believe I was offered a chance to work with Audric, one of the top wrestlers in the German promotion and I had a smile on my face, knowing someone out there really wanted to help me with wrestling, more so my craving addiction with weapons that I really wanted to be a wrestler just from hearing the crowd cheer from two people bashing the fuck out of each other. I decided to not go back home because I don't want to be with my family any more, wasting my fucking time with them as I instead wanted to sleep in the streets as I found a blanket someone dropped on the floor as I picked it up and slept on the side of the streets next to the two bins aside me and closed my eyes to sleep, wondering what my adventure of this new path will lead me to.